|
'Those ugly
posters are everywhere,' Heather Nolan thought angrily
as she pushed her rounded, black glasses back up the narrow
bridge of her nose. She bent from her shoulders and sipped
her drink for a moment. However, in a breath, her gaze
traveled back up to the poster hanging on the ledge above
her. Who really cared that the Jaguars were "Unstoppable"
this year? In the whole general scheme of things, how
important was it to be able to dribble a little ball down
a court and put it through a hoop? It was just so unthinkable
to her that anyone would put any effort into that endeavor
at all-much less pay money for it.
With a jerk
she twisted her fingers through the tangle of wavy, mouse-brown
hair and flipped it from her shoulder onto her back. Money.
That was the issue that she kept bumping up against. There
was never enough of it, and yet the college just threw
it away by the handful on sports. Where was the justice
in that? It seemed like every other day they were cutting
programs and scholarships for students like her who wanted
the education, but when it came to sports, there was always
more than enough money for whatever new program that came
along. It made her sick just thinking about it.
"Heather.
Hello. Earth to Heather," Jennifer Santana, the one
person on the whole campus who bothered to talk to her
on a semi-regular basis, said, waving her hand in front
of Heather's face.
Immediately
Heather snapped back from the melancholy thoughts. "Oh.
Hi. Sorry." Only a moment to acknowledge Jennifer's
presence, and then she went back to her drink and the
depressing thoughts.
"He's
really good looking, isn't he?" Jennifer asked as
she laid her books on a chair and pulled up another to
sit on.
"Who?"
Heather asked, not really caring about cute guys at the
moment.
"Anthony
Russell."
"Who's
that?"
"Anthony
Russell." Jennifer hooked her thumb over her shoulder
at the poster behind her. "The point guard for the
Jaguars. I mean, he's black and everything, but he's still
really-uh, easy on the eyes."
Heather yanked
the anger back to her as she went back to her drink. "I
hadn't noticed."
"Yeah
right. You were staring at that poster so hard, I thought
you might burn holes through it."
"Oh, yeah,
the Unstoppable Jaguars." Heather pushed the other
side of her thick wavy fall of hair over her shoulder
and scowled. "How wonderful they are. The college
gods. Oh-wow. They're so cool. I don't know why they don't
just bronze them and put them up in every classroom to
remind us all why we are really here."
Jennifer's
light-copper eyebrows reached for the ceiling. "Whoa.
A little on the edgy side today, aren't we? What's got
you so riled up?"
"It's
just been one of those days." Heather sighed. "Tuition
is due, dorm fees are due, I've still got two books to
buy for classes, and my bank account reads a big fat zero."
Concern drained
onto Jennifer's face. "But I thought you had that
work-study thing lined up for this semester."
"Yeah.
So did I. Until I got this this morning." Heather
held up a cream envelope and then dropped it back to the
table next to her. "'Dear Ms. Nolan, We regret to
inform you that the work-study program you were signed
up for has been cut due to insufficient funding.' Insufficient
funding my foot. They just need more money to pay their
stars up there on that poster."
There was a
long pause, and Heather knew Jenn well enough to know
her brain was spiraling to find any positive thing it
could to say.
"So what are you going to do?" Jennifer finally
asked.
"I don't
know." Heather shook her head and exhaled slowly.
"I've thought about it all day, and I just...I don't
know. All the decent jobs in town have been taken already,
and I'm not going to go back and ask Mom and Dad for more
money now." She shook her head again and punched
back at the tears rising in her throat. "I don't
know. It just makes no sense to me why the real students
in this university get the shaft while guys like Anthony
Russell, who wouldn't know a noun if it walked up and
introduced itself, get to live like kings."
"Yeah,"
Jennifer said sympathetically. "I see what you mean,
but who knows, maybe things will turn around. You never
can tell."
"Yeah?
Well, please, tell that to anyone up there that might
happen to be listening. 'Cause right now without some
serious cash, I'll be enrolling in Hanson Junior College
before the end of the term."
Jennifer nodded.
"I'll be sure to put in a request for you."
"I'd appreciate
that." Dejectedly Heather picked up her backpack,
swiped her hair out of the way, and righted the backpack
onto her shoulder as she stood. "Well, I've got to
get to English. I might as well learn all I can before
they kick me out. You know?"
"Well,
good luck," Jennifer said as Heather started for
the door. "And hey, chin up!"
"Yeah,
chin up," Heather replied with all of the enthusiasm
of a wet noodle. "See ya later, Jenn."
"See ya."
Not even the unseasonably warm weather outside could brighten
Heather's spirits as she kicked her booted feet past the
flowing print skirt that hung nearly to her ankles. What
was the point of even going to classes anymore? All those
long hours studying, making the Dean's list every semester
and even the President's list once just so she could go
back and be a waitress in some dive back home? It wasn't
an exciting thought.
At the Language
Building, she yanked the heavy door open and trudged inside.
She glanced up as she entered the stairwell and once again
saw the scowl of the Unstoppable Jaguars staring back
at her. The fury rose in her gut until she could barely
keep herself from ripping the poster down and tearing
it into tiny red, white, blue, and black shreds. It wouldn't
help her situation, but it sure would feel good.
English classes
had always been her favorite. The papers that everyone
else groaned and moaned about seemed to her to be personal
challenges from the professors, and she loved it. Now
she wondered, taking her seat for Professor Mather's Dramatic
Plays class, how much longer that love affair would last.
She had already had Mather for two other classes, and
he seemed to like her work. In fact her perfect A record
in his class seemed to not even be in question this semester-provided
that she could scrounge up enough money to make it through
this semester. She pushed those thoughts to the back of
her mind even as she twisted the hair that hung nearly
to the middle of her back into a knot at her neck and
held it there with the hand that wasn't preparing to take
notes.
They were discussing
"Hedda Gabler," and when class started, for
once that day Heather forgot about even the money situation.
This was her arena. Here she could be the star, and it
was exhilarating. The hour flew by, and before she knew
it, she was stuffing books back in her backpack.
"Ms. Nolan?"
Professor Mather said over the noise of the departing
students.
The book in
her hand stopped in mid-stuff. "Yes, sir?"
"Could
I see you in my office for a moment?"
"Oh."
Heather quickly deposited the rest of her books in her
backpack and swung it to her shoulder. "Sure."
Read
More!
|