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Romance God's Way
Ed. 5, Vol. 2
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September 24, 2004
The Staci Stallings Newsletter

Table of Contents

Selling Him Out for Thirty Pieces

Insights

Princess Chapters

Chapter 1

READ & WIN

 

 

Quote from on High

Set your mind on things above, not on things on the earth.

--Colossians 3:2

 

Wisdom of the Ages
Perspective is all about how we choose to see things.

 

A Life Question

Where am I selling God out for a few dollars? In my family? At work? In my community? What can I do today so I no longer sell Him out?


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Selling Him Out for Thirty Pieces

"And he threw the pieces of silver into the sanctuary and departed; and he went away and hanged himself." --Matthew 27:5

One thing I love about the apostles is how like us they were. There was Peter stepping out in faith until he remembered those waves. There was Thomas steadfastly holding to the belief that because it had never been done before, it certainly couldn't have happened now. And then there's Judas-the betrayer. The one who threw away Heaven itself for thirty pieces of silver.

Now I don't know why he made the initial decision, but I'm guessing it went something like this, "Look how much stuff everyone here in Jerusalem has, and here I am with dusty feet following a guy who might actually be lying to all of us for all we know. Okay, at first I believed him, but come on, he's been making some pretty wild claims lately. Besides do you know what I could do with thirty pieces of silver? Why I could start my own business right here in Jerusalem. Then I'd surely be set for life."

It sounded so easy. Just tell the high priests where Jesus was, take the money, and run. It sounded so easy-until Judas realized what he had done. By that time it was too late to go back and change his mind. By that time Jesus had been beaten bloody and sent away to face Pilate. Judas tried to change his mind. He tried to give the ill-gotten money back, but the chief priests wouldn't hear of it. They had what they wanted in the bargain, and they really didn't care how Judas felt about it or what he did with the money.

For a moment suspend your judgment of Judas in the "how could he do that to JESUS?" corners of your mind. Suspend it long enough to ask, "Where in my life am I doing the exact same thing?"

Maybe it's in the time you spend working at night, all the while yelling at your children to be quiet so you can "get something done." Maybe it's selling your soul to the office, fighting to get one more rung up the ladder. Maybe it's selling a product you don't believe in just to make a profit. Maybe it's selling out your co-workers to make yourself look better. Maybe it's out-right dishonesty, taking things that aren't yours.

The story of Judas should serve as our caution that selling God out for a few pieces of silver will not work in the end. Sooner or later you will come to regret what you did, but at that point it will be too late. The devil will only laugh as you fling the money back at him and flee from the temple.

The only way to make sure it's not too late is to make a different decision right now. Resolve not to sell out Jesus and all He stands for in return for a few pieces of silver. The silver will never be worth the cost. Judas found that out, and he hung himself. You've just found it out, and I challenge you to take that understanding and make positive changes in your life. Start focusing on how you can serve the King instead of how you can make a few bucks.

You never know, you may actually gain Heaven in the process!


by: Staci Stallings
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Insights

Some days are easier than others. Some days things work, and some days... well...

Take today for instance. I had one hour to sit down and get this newsletter together. I did the first section, wrote the Insights, got Princess ready to go, did the third section, and then for some inexplicable reason, my computer shut down. Ugh!

Yes, I lost it all and had to start over. Now if you think I'm complaining, I'm not. The funny thing was that my insights story was about a dream I had last night. In it I was back in high school, and no one would give me my schedule. I kept asking, and they would say, "Follow your heart, and go to whatever class you want to go to."

Okay, as a schedule-person not to mention a former teacher, this was NOT what I wanted to hear! I mean, come on. You've got to have some over-arching plan about how to go about things. You can't just walk around and expect that what you need to do will get done.

What if I'm in History but I needed to be in Math? Or what if I'm in Algebra I, but I'm supposed to be in Geometry? I mean, come on. You've got to have a PLAN for these things! Right?!

Then I stumbled into a "class" where the teacher was reading from what I assumed was the Bible. Let's just say that I knew it was The Word of God, and I knew also that I was supposed to have walked in at that time to hear that passage. No, I don't think this passage is verbatim in any Bible that you will find, but it went something like this:

"God does not expect you to be in control. He expects you to put your life in His hands and let Him direct your steps. You do not have to do this all by yourself, nor are you required to. Stop trying to do everything yourself. It will happen in its time the way it is to happen."

I don't think this dream was a coincidence. I think it was in direct response to a challenge I've been having in my life. You see, I've been handed a golden opportunity... to WAIT. Let me tell you, it's tough. I know that God wants me with my family right now. I know that they need me, and that if I never make a "success" out of the writing business, that pales in comparison to if I let my family down.

Still, I find myself making deals with myself about when I will get back to really promoting my books, about when I will put my next in-print book out, about how I will put my next in-print book out... Timetables, schedules, plans... That's how I "wait."

I see what the dream was trying to tell me. The hard part is, I'm awake now. : ) But I did have to laugh when my computer shut down. Gee, God, are You trying to tell me something?!

 

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Chapter 1

Princess

'Those ugly posters are everywhere,' Heather Nolan thought angrily as she pushed her rounded, black glasses back up the narrow bridge of her nose. She bent from her shoulders and sipped her drink for a moment. However, in a breath, her gaze traveled back up to the poster hanging on the ledge above her. Who really cared that the Jaguars were "Unstoppable" this year? In the whole general scheme of things, how important was it to be able to dribble a little ball down a court and put it through a hoop? It was just so unthinkable to her that anyone would put any effort into that endeavor at all-much less pay money for it.

With a jerk she twisted her fingers through the tangle of wavy, mouse-brown hair and flipped it from her shoulder onto her back. Money. That was the issue that she kept bumping up against. There was never enough of it, and yet the college just threw it away by the handful on sports. Where was the justice in that? It seemed like every other day they were cutting programs and scholarships for students like her who wanted the education, but when it came to sports, there was always more than enough money for whatever new program that came along. It made her sick just thinking about it.

"Heather. Hello. Earth to Heather," Jennifer Santana, the one person on the whole campus who bothered to talk to her on a semi-regular basis, said, waving her hand in front of Heather's face.

Immediately Heather snapped back from the melancholy thoughts. "Oh. Hi. Sorry." Only a moment to acknowledge Jennifer's presence, and then she went back to her drink and the depressing thoughts.

"He's really good looking, isn't he?" Jennifer asked as she laid her books on a chair and pulled up another to sit on.

"Who?" Heather asked, not really caring about cute guys at the moment.

"Anthony Russell."

"Who's that?"

"Anthony Russell." Jennifer hooked her thumb over her shoulder at the poster behind her. "The point guard for the Jaguars. I mean, he's black and everything, but he's still really-uh, easy on the eyes."

Heather yanked the anger back to her as she went back to her drink. "I hadn't noticed."

"Yeah right. You were staring at that poster so hard, I thought you might burn holes through it."

"Oh, yeah, the Unstoppable Jaguars." Heather pushed the other side of her thick wavy fall of hair over her shoulder and scowled. "How wonderful they are. The college gods. Oh-wow. They're so cool. I don't know why they don't just bronze them and put them up in every classroom to remind us all why we are really here."

Jennifer's light-copper eyebrows reached for the ceiling. "Whoa. A little on the edgy side today, aren't we? What's got you so riled up?"

"It's just been one of those days." Heather sighed. "Tuition is due, dorm fees are due, I've still got two books to buy for classes, and my bank account reads a big fat zero."

Concern drained onto Jennifer's face. "But I thought you had that work-study thing lined up for this semester."

"Yeah. So did I. Until I got this this morning." Heather held up a cream envelope and then dropped it back to the table next to her. "'Dear Ms. Nolan, We regret to inform you that the work-study program you were signed up for has been cut due to insufficient funding.' Insufficient funding my foot. They just need more money to pay their stars up there on that poster."

There was a long pause, and Heather knew Jenn well enough to know her brain was spiraling to find any positive thing it could to say.


"So what are you going to do?" Jennifer finally asked.

"I don't know." Heather shook her head and exhaled slowly. "I've thought about it all day, and I just...I don't know. All the decent jobs in town have been taken already, and I'm not going to go back and ask Mom and Dad for more money now." She shook her head again and punched back at the tears rising in her throat. "I don't know. It just makes no sense to me why the real students in this university get the shaft while guys like Anthony Russell, who wouldn't know a noun if it walked up and introduced itself, get to live like kings."

"Yeah," Jennifer said sympathetically. "I see what you mean, but who knows, maybe things will turn around. You never can tell."

"Yeah? Well, please, tell that to anyone up there that might happen to be listening. 'Cause right now without some serious cash, I'll be enrolling in Hanson Junior College before the end of the term."

Jennifer nodded. "I'll be sure to put in a request for you."

"I'd appreciate that." Dejectedly Heather picked up her backpack, swiped her hair out of the way, and righted the backpack onto her shoulder as she stood. "Well, I've got to get to English. I might as well learn all I can before they kick me out. You know?"

"Well, good luck," Jennifer said as Heather started for the door. "And hey, chin up!"

"Yeah, chin up," Heather replied with all of the enthusiasm of a wet noodle. "See ya later, Jenn."

"See ya."


Not even the unseasonably warm weather outside could brighten Heather's spirits as she kicked her booted feet past the flowing print skirt that hung nearly to her ankles. What was the point of even going to classes anymore? All those long hours studying, making the Dean's list every semester and even the President's list once just so she could go back and be a waitress in some dive back home? It wasn't an exciting thought.

At the Language Building, she yanked the heavy door open and trudged inside. She glanced up as she entered the stairwell and once again saw the scowl of the Unstoppable Jaguars staring back at her. The fury rose in her gut until she could barely keep herself from ripping the poster down and tearing it into tiny red, white, blue, and black shreds. It wouldn't help her situation, but it sure would feel good.

English classes had always been her favorite. The papers that everyone else groaned and moaned about seemed to her to be personal challenges from the professors, and she loved it. Now she wondered, taking her seat for Professor Mather's Dramatic Plays class, how much longer that love affair would last. She had already had Mather for two other classes, and he seemed to like her work. In fact her perfect A record in his class seemed to not even be in question this semester-provided that she could scrounge up enough money to make it through this semester. She pushed those thoughts to the back of her mind even as she twisted the hair that hung nearly to the middle of her back into a knot at her neck and held it there with the hand that wasn't preparing to take notes.

They were discussing "Hedda Gabler," and when class started, for once that day Heather forgot about even the money situation. This was her arena. Here she could be the star, and it was exhilarating. The hour flew by, and before she knew it, she was stuffing books back in her backpack.

"Ms. Nolan?" Professor Mather said over the noise of the departing students.

The book in her hand stopped in mid-stuff. "Yes, sir?"

"Could I see you in my office for a moment?"

"Oh." Heather quickly deposited the rest of her books in her backpack and swung it to her shoulder. "Sure."

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